Impulses

Impulses

Because of my TBI I have impulse control issues; about everything.  Right now I am having a fight with myself about purchasing a Cricut Explorer.  I have spent the past 36 hours going to the Amazon site picking everything out, and then canceling.  It is hard to live with the constant battle of want vs need.  The same thing with eating.  Right after my accident the doctors put me on Prednisone for 18 months; I ate 24/7.  I gained 160 pounds. On a five foot body, that isn’t a good thing.

What am I doing?

What am I doing?

What am I doing?

A Blog….why not?  Why not me?  I have interesting things to say.  I live a very fulfilling life.  I have joy and fun as my daily (fill in a word  I can’t think of right now).  See that, yes that in the parathensis, that pisses me off.  I use to could have the word right on hand.  Now, I search and search and it might show up at 2:00 am or never.  I use to be able to write and know that it was punctuated and spelled correctly; not anymore.  I have TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury). 16 years ago an 82 year old man backed over me in a parking lot.  He had a really big car and I was a whole lot smaller.  He drove off and I stayed there.  Part of me is still there.  I went and visited it once, it didn’t have much to say.  It just cried; I did too.  That is all I feel like writing, right now.  TTYL